beautiful pain....

tere intezaar mein jee rha hun....
soya na main , khawab tera le rha hun...

tu na aegi hai khabar ye muje....
dil mein liye ek dua , taroon ko dekh rha hun,....

auron ko hun samjhata , aj khud bay elam ho gya hun...
mangi jo dua kyun uspar afsos main kar rha hun...

jine ki us "aag"  ko aaj ,
main khud mein talaash rha hun.... 

maloom hua k khud hi se hun khufa...
naam le tera , khud hi se bhag rha hun....

aaina na dekha tha kabhi.... 
aaj khud se jorwan ho rha hun.........   kyu main ro rha hun...!!?